I was ridiculously tired!

I actually had to look at yesterday's post to make sure I didn't say anything ridiculous, at least not more riciculous than usual. I fell asleep 3 more times before I finally just hit "publish" and hoped for the best. I meant to tell you that I weighed in at the Y yesterday at 213 lbs, for a total loss of 81 lbs and 13 more to my next goal. I have a busy day planned today; good workout this morning, although my knee is still acting up a little since our beach walk. It still feels way better than it has for years though! I'm taking the van in this morning for a check on the electrical, getting a haircut at 12:30, walking with Jay, Anne and girls and then the girls are coming for a sleepover. I figured I better post now, unless I wanted a repeat of last night's ridiculousness. I continue to feel good having the shakes. Sometimes I have some broth or veggies and sometimes not. When I do, it's more because I want to actually eat something and not because I'm having cravings or am hungry. I have been finding that something crunchy really satisfies that need very well. Celery and cucumbers are my friends! I'm also settling into the process of becoming single. Changing a few things around the house is helping. It will be a long road, but I am determined not to blame either one of us and do my best to be kind. That's it for today, other than to wish each one of you a Happy New Year (especially Jay!) and safe festivities this evening, elly "Anyone who takes himself too seriously always runs the risk of looking ridiculous; anyone who can consistently laugh at himself does not." Vaclav Havel