Thanks

Thank god that temptation is over for another year! The best part was seeing the kids in their costumes and getting pics of Em and Grace!

Thank god some women are brave enough to go public with their experience with a certain CBC, rather ex CBC host, in spite of their obvious reluctance to expose themselves to criticism. I'm so grateful that they're willing to be part of change that still needs to happen.

Thank god I work with a group of people who know how to have fun together. They're awesome!! I hope you recognize our game of "guess who?"

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Thank god the Dr who took over the practice of the Dr who died is efficient, direct, not afraid to ask someone else's opinion, and personable. Thank god he's sending me to see an occupational therapist to make a proper splint for my hand. Thank god Rachel has offered Charlie's services if the local route takes too long.

Thank god for family!

Love, elly

Halloween chocolate overdose =

...monster migraine, flashing vibrating lights and stiff neck! Well, that didn't go well...

Love, elly

roller coaster

It was an emotional day, and I'm exhausted, but better than yesterday. I woke up still feeling kind of fragile, but went to the Y and got in the pool. I was still pretty emotional by the time I got to work, so I called and got some support and felt better. Then the principal asked how I was doing and I just started to cry, but she was supportive and kind. It's a good thing I love my work, as that got my mind busy and engaged and not thinking about me.

I booked the afternoon off to speak at clinic and that always makes me feel better. I'm not alone in my struggles or emotions. I find it so rewarding to talk with people who accept my contribution with gratitude, and I hope I help them as well. I still think there should be more or longer follow up to the program, but it is what it is. One of the groups asked about my husband and if he was supportive, so I told them he had left. It was quite wonderful after to have one of the gentlemen come to tell me I was a good looking woman and my husband was nuts!

I stopped a few places to look for a better splint, bought a small one, but it's no good either. They suggested I get a physiotherapist to make me one, so will ask Dr Ting about it on Friday when I go back to see him.

The afternoon was the turning point and the day kept getting better. Kelly made me supper, cleaned off my kitchen counter and insisted I play with the boys while she did. Awesomeness! I'm going back to clinic in the morning for another 2 groups and am quite looking forward to it. It's good for what ails me.

"I'm not sure I always feel like I'm in the seat. Sometimes I'm only holding on by one hand and flying out behind the roller coaster. I don't know anybody who doesn't feel that way." David Morse

Love, elly

I don't know how they do it!

Really, I don't know how people do all the things that are expected and necessary for living these days. By the time I finish work, I'm lucky if I can make supper, feed the dogs, blog and get into my pjs before I crash. If there's something to be done that has any emotional energy attached to it, it's even harder to accomplish. Included in that list for me are things like paying bills, changing beneficiaries on my pension plan and life insurance, remembering or changing passwords, discussing contentious items and asking for help.

I don't know how much of my difficulty getting things done is related to my EDS (Ehlers Danlos Syndrome), and it's such a complex disorder that I don't really think there's any way to know for sure. Depression due to the lengthy and difficult diagnosis is common, as well as varying degrees of exhaustion caused by the constant inflammation associated with it. I know everyone handles it differently as well, as my youngest daughter gets so much done, no matter how challenging her symptoms are.

For me, I still think it's healthier to struggle a bit and not increase my antidepressant, as increasing it is depressing in itself. My kids and my siblings are all so competent and just "git 'er done", that it's hard not to feel inadequate in comparison. So many of them have huge challenges that they face and still find time and energy to help others. I don't know how they do it!

Probably the most destructive part of it all is listening to the criticism that plays out in my head. Sometimes I can face that down and win the argument. Other days I know there's no argument at all, but still others I simply cower under the weight of it. Today was one of those days, but I refuse to allow 2 of them in a row. Tomorrow I will accept that what and who I am is enough. Till then, good night!

"Sometimes I'm so tired, I look down at what I'm wearing, and if it's comfortable enough to sleep in, I don't even make it into my pajamas. I'm looking down, and I'm like, 'T-shirt and stretchy pants? Yup, that's fine. It's pajama-y, good night.'" Rebecca Romijn

Love, elly

feeling useless

...in general, but also specifically because I'm so limited by what I can do without my right hand. It's also pretty painful and the splint doesn't fit properly, which is causing pain in my other hand joints too.

I weighed in at 189lbs, still going in the right direction.

On a happy note, I got a new phone, not serviced by Rogers. Interesting enough, they called me 4 times today begging me to keep them and finally resolved the issue that Bernie and I have spent close to 24 hours trying to resolve...funny!

Love, elly

Happy birthday Adrian! Happy birthday Adrian!

Yup, 2 Adrians with birthdays on the same day. 1 is 4 and the other is 25, and they're both awesome. I hope you had a great day guys!!

I have discovered a few things...I can wipe with my left hand, so you're off the hook, Roo. I have some gloves and a finger splint that, when combined, allow me to do a few dishes without too much difficulty. Cutting/chopping is still a challenge, as well as writing, which may be a problem at work. I got some expert splint advice from Erin, who has done a lot of research into EDS, and who is currently our resident expert. I'm going to ask the board to order me one and see what they say.

Roger sucks really much and I refuse to pay them to fuck me over any more; that jobs taken! I'm going to see Kevin on Monday to get a new phone and try out someone new. It can't be worse!

I had birthday cake today, but otherwise things continue to go well.

I'm off to bed! Love, elly

sign of things to come?

While I was aware most of the night that my finger (middle, right hand) was not straightening, I still thought maybe I could force it open. Not so, nor could the Dr. Eventually, after consulting with a surgeon, he injected the tendon in my palm with a steroid and an analgesic, and pulled it open. Even though it was numb, the relief when it popped was intense. Now I'm wearing a splint, which doesn't fit well, and I've had to adjust to make it do what it needs to do. Eventually I will do some physio, which likely won't help...

The biggest problem for me physically is not having the use of my right hand for anything. I'm going to have to figure out how to chop food to cook and eat, do dishes, wipe my ass, shower, etc, etc... The really big problem, though, isn't physical at all, it's mental. How do I not give up? How do I think I can be a landlord, when I don't know how I'm gonna take care of my own basic needs? I can't use a drill or screwdriver. Being at Teresa's and not feeling safe to get on the roof was the beginning. I can't help but be afraid that I will be able to do less and less as the effects of the disease meets with my aging body. However, I know that for me, as for most people, the fear about it is the worst part; the "not knowing". As I learn to deal with it, one day at a time, I trust that will dissipate. I've always known I was this stubborn for a reason!

That's all for tonight, as I keep having to correct when my splinted finger hits a key I didn't intend...

Thanks for the listen. Love, elly

feeling sorry for myself

Typing is a challenge with one finger locked up, bent over. It will be better by morning!

Love, elly

challenge

Tracking and restrictions regarding eating with electronics are definitely making a difference. Also, I still sometimes eat something at work, but I'm much more selective. For now, it feels tentative, but ok. I'll take it!

My biggest challenge lately has been sleep. The biggest challenge with sleep being difficult is that I'm much more likely to indulge when I'm tired, which quickly translates to out of control. So, I'm taking the Dr's advice and going to bed. I don't like how disjointed it makes me feel when I'm in bed early and then awake later. It's also frustrating when I stay up and then can't get to sleep when I do go to bed. The positive is that I'm not eating to deal with it. The reality is that there are times that I simply cannot stay awake, I'm that tired. I guess bed and disjointed is still better than tired and eating. I'll take it!

I took a big risk today and asked a young man if he would like to help me install the new wiper on my van. It hasn't happened yet, as it was raining, but he has agreed to do it. I'm hoping to be able to let the judge know that he helped me repair the damage he caused. I'll take it!

"I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake, you know?" Ernest Hemingway

"The best cure for insomnia is to get a lot of sleep." W. C. Fields

Love, elly

the right direction

"Today is done, tomorrow is another one." Dr Seuss

192 lbs, the right direction.

Love, elly

gift

Today was one of those rare gifts that surprise you when they come along. No particular reason for feeling good; just poof, there it is.

Spending the night with kids is always an adventure, and while last night was no exception, there were enough rest breaks, love snuggles and giggles that I was still fairly rested when we got up. We had breakfast, played a while, went to the Y for some awesome cousin fun, had a snack and went home by noon.

Then I proceeded to have a totally relaxing day, watched a movie, did some laundry, made a pot of ox tail soup, did some chores; essentially did whatever I felt like, in that order!

I did much better tracking today and continue to do fairly well with my intake. I have been trying mostly to not read, watch tv, or be on my tablet while I eat. That way it's more difficult to mindlessly munch down more than I planned. It seems to help, so I think it's worth doing.

"I believe that the greatest gift you can give your family and the world is a healthy you." Joyce Meyer

"Your talent is God's gift to you. What you do with it is your gift back to God." Leo Buscaglia

...and my favourite tonight;
"You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them." Desmond Tutu

Love, elly

coma

I missed blogging last night because I was in a black licorice induced coma. Tonight Daniel and Sam are sleeping over so Kelly doesn't murder one of them. I feel blessed.

I tried most of the morning to find a replacement rear wiper arm for the van, with no luck. I'm gonna try the wrecker still, before I call the dealership.

I didn't do very well tracking today or yesterday, but aside from the licorice, I think I did mostly ok. Tomorrow I'm committed to doing better.

Daniel says his favourite super hero is superman and his favourite dinner is burgers priest. His favourite video game is Lego marvel super heroes and he says he's even more crazy about me than I am about him! It doesn't get better than this!

Love, elly

clarity

An angry young man tore the rear wiper off my van today at work. The same angry young man who was kicking my bike. He wasn't mad at me today, but my van was the closest. I feel pretty violated, but I'm feeling pretty clear too about my intention for dealing with it. I spoke to the officer, who asked if I wanted him charged. The social worker was there at the time too, so I asked both of them their opinion about the benefits of doing so and they were both of the opinion that it would be useful for him and potentially harmful not to hold him accountable. As I had only recently been thinking about the possibility of police intervention after the bike incident, the rationale was already pretty clear in my mind, so I said I wanted to go ahead. I completed a victim impact statement, including that I think he has lots of good qualities, and that while I want some restitution, if financial payback would be a hardship, I would be happy with him doing some washing/ cleaning of the van, or some community service to help others. My hope is that it would help him to take responsibility for his choices.

I almost second guessed myself late this afternoon when the social worker came to me, said she had discussed it with the principal, and she decided it would be better to do a restorative justice circle, where we all talk about how we feel about the incident, but the justice system isn't involved. I really questioned my motives and felt unsettled about it. Once I had a bit of time to think it over, I'm clear about my motives being honourable and my direction clear. I'm angry that she discussed this with the principal without asking me first and that she was reluctant to hear my objections. She wants everything to get pretty by playing "nice", and I don't think that's always the answer. I want to be respectful, but I also want respect. I feel ok about it and hope it doesn't cost too much to repair.

I had a short but lovely snuggle with Nella P, and had Cory over for supper and a visit. Jeff and his buddy came over with the sewer camera and unfortunately, the problem is not with the city, but 5 ft in from the bathroom. We may be able to clear it with a heavier snake, but we need to contact Ontario one call, to get clearance first, just in case there's a gas line caught somewhere nearby. Oh well...

Did I mention how fantastic the window in my kitchen is? It's simply superb! I love my down house.

I am also getting more clarity about my eating. Tracking has been a huge help, even when I went over my goals by more than 1000 calories. I was being pretty careful because I was recording and I still went over that much! Today was much better, only over 100 calories and that included a treat this evening. I'm good with that and anticipate that I will stay on track better if I continue to record; pretty good trade off!

Time for resting now!

"I continue to be drawn to clarity and simplicity. 'Less is more' remains my mantra." Stephanie Rolland

"Revenge only engenders violence, not clarity and true peace. I think liberation must come from within." Sandra Cisneros

Love, elly

pooched

Tired, sleepy, wrung out, exhausted, just plain beat.

TTYL, elly

surprise

Several surprises, actually, some good and some not so much!

I weighed in at the Y this morning at 194 lbs, up another 2 lbs. That in itself wasn't really surprising, especially with the holiday and other things going on that have caused some pretty out-of-control eating lately. However, I decided as this is continuing in a direction I'm definitely not happy with, I resolved to reactivate my fitness pal and track my intake for a while. That seemed to have an immediate positive impact, but I was still over my daily limit by afternoon snack! Yikes!! Surprise # 1.

Surprise # 2 came in the form of a roundabout apology from a student who has been kicking my bike hard enough to shift the handlebars! He's been pretty mad at me, but I haven't reacted, and when I told the principal what was happening, she checked the video, spoke to him about it, and he went back out and did it again! She doesn't always support staff all that well, and I had the feeling that she was going to brush it off. She asked the social worker to ask him about it, and he took responsibility for it. He apologized, and said he would prefer I had spoken to him. He is often quite confrontational when addressed, so I wouldn't have normally done that. I said I was happy to do that, although it's why he was mad at me in the first place! He thanked me, I thanked him, he said you're welcome!! It was pretty special, especially for this young man.

Surprise # 3 maybe shouldn't be a surprise, but it still shocks me to be as tired as I am. I think it's partly catch up from the middle of the night call, partly a little depression that's normal for me this time of year, and maybe even from overeating. My hot flashes are back with a vengeance, so I'm pretty sure that's not helping either. I've had hardly any for the last year, and I thought 10 years was long enough. Apparently I'm wrong again! I'm going to try to get back to the Y for some evening activities once or twice a week to see if that helps. Kelly has a membership now too, so I can bug her and Anne to go too!

So I'm continuing indefinitely with myfitnesspal, getting back to the gym more, and going to bed early tonight. I'm determined!

"There is no surprise more magical than the surprise of being loved: It is God's finger on man's shoulder." Charles Morgan

"One day I looked at something in myself that I had been avoiding because it was too painful. Yet once I did, I had an unexpected surprise. Rather than self-hatred, I was flooded with compassion for myself because I realized the pain necessary to develop that coping mechanism to begin with." Marianne Williamson

Love, elly

being grateful is exhausting!

It was a glorious day filled with fun n laughter, food n family, work n play. Baby Penelope is improving since starting the iv antibiotic and we hope to have her home tomorrow. The worst part about her being in the nursery is that the boys can't see her! Grandma is allowed, though, so I made sure to get my cuddles in!

We missed all the Crowe kids today, as Em is still feeling sick, so they didn't come; Tim stopped by but didn't bring the boys...perhaps we'll try to get everyone together soon, but realistically, it'll probably be Christmas!

Too tired for more. Goodnight all!

Love, elly

thanks

I didn't mean to take the day off yesterday, but sometimes when it happens that I fall asleep, I wake up later and still post. That might have happened if I hadn't gotten a wake up call before I got to wake up! As most of you will know, the call was for grandma duty, to cover the labouring parents, which is the best call of all!

I predicted that this lovely girl would grace us with her presence, but I am truly amazed and thankful every time a new baby arrives. We are so blessed to have healthy beautiful children, even though we may have given them a few too many mobility genes! Penelope Marie Crowe, or Nella P, as Aubrey calls her, is loved and welcomed into our already fabulous family! Now it's perfect!

The boys are loving holding her, kissing and touching her, but they're not too keen on Mama and Dada not coming home right away. They are a pretty close family and Jen has been home with them for a while, so it's an adjustment. Hopefully if Penelope's blood sugar, and Jen's hemoglobin have stabilized by the morning, they will be able to join us for our thanksgiving meal tomorrow. If not, we will give thanks for them anyway!

I'm also glad to have Jay and Anne back in Canada safely! It goes without saying, but I'm saying it anyway, that I love and appreciate every very special person in my weird and wonderful family. Thank god for each and every one of you, including those who are not directly related, but family non the less....you know who you are!

"When you rise in the morning, give thanks for the light, for your life, for your strength. Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason to give thanks, the fault lies in yourself." Tecumseh

"I am what I am thanks to my mother, my father, my brother, my sister... because they have given me everything. The education I have is thanks to them." Ronaldinha

Love and thanks, elly

you'll need lots of rest, she said...

I'm tired so she must be right. I woke up this morning feeling great, but now I'm pooched! Talk soon!

Love, elly

affirmation

I've heard an expression that suggests that people don't need a good talking to, but rather a good listening to. I wholeheartedly agree and think that someone actively listening to one's problems, concerns or sorrows can do a great deal to relieve them.

The Dr at North York Hospital, who happens to be the same Dr Cory saw in 2008 for genetic testing for breast cancer, asked questions, listened, took family and personal histories, and confirmed that Paula and Erin have Ehlers Danlos syndrome, and that I likely do as well. It doesn't change the fact that there is very little that can be done about it, but we are affirmed for the reality that, until now, Dr after Dr had no answers for. Just knowing that there is a reason for everything that's happening makes it easier to deal with. She is also passing along a program of suggested activities to reduce the impact of the illness. These include harm prevention, building muscle to support the joints, getting enough rest, and pain reduction/treatment. I'm super excited that the things she suggested are things that I have been doing already, to some degree. I look forward to seeing the suggestions to fine tune the things I have implemented. It's also affirming that my instincts about what I needed to do to care for myself are right on.

It was an emotional day, but also quite fun at times. We really didn't mean to laugh at Erin's hiccups, but Cory couldn't seem to help herself. Honestly, after 3 months straight, day and night, I'm surprised she hasn't killed someone; I'm pretty sure Cory or I would have by now. I enjoyed the time with the three of them, and traffic on the way home was much better than on the way there. We took our own food too, so it was no pressure about what, when or where we would eat!

"Knowledge is two-fold, and consists not only in an affirmation of what is true, but in the negation of that which is false." Charles Caleb Colton

...and I like the challenge in this one...
"Practice rather than preach. Make of your life an affirmation, defined by your ideals, not the negation of others. Dare to the level of your capability then go beyond to a higher level." Alexander Haig

Love, elly

shitty asshole drivers

I freely admit that very occasionally I can be one of these. Rarely, but it does happen. I'm convinced that it happens seldom enough that I think it's ok for me to recount my bike ride to work this morning...

First off, I hardly ever get all of the lights on Paisley green, but this morning I did! I was excited! Momentum is so awesome!! Until I started to go through the second one (at a pretty good clip, cause I got both green!) and realized that a guy in a large pickup truck, pulling a long trailer (I'm guessing it was 12 to 15 ft long) loaded with lawn care and maintenance equipment turns right in front of me! He did not stop at the red light, but slowed and turned the corner right in front of me. I had to slam on the brakes, but did manage to avoid hitting him. I had visions of being sprawled across all these machines he had loaded; yikes! I got back up to a pretty good speed, as I also got the third light green and was starting the uphill trek, when he turns in front of me again! He was pulling into a lot, but as he started to make his turn, he must have become concerned about his trailer, cause he almost stopped. I lost some rubber that time, and admit to voicing an obscenity rather loudly. I got the first part of his company name, cause he was across the lot by the time I got myself together and that was all I could make out. I had to start back uphill from a dead start, which pissed me off even more!

By the time I got to work, I was still pretty shaken up. I got on my tablet and started looking for property management companies in the area that started with "timber". It only took me about 10 min to find Timberline and I called and left a message. Someone called me back, and told me there were 2 drivers that it could have been. He said they would be spoken to and also that he would review safety concerns for cyclists again with all their drivers. I was quite satisfied with how he handled it and thanked him. I told him I had no desire to, but if it happened again, I would call the police and file a complaint. I hope he actually does what he said he would, as I really believe that most drivers just forget to watch or get distracted, just like me when I'm doing this...they aren't really being shitty assholes!

Big day in Toronto tomorrow, that will hopefully result in some answers eventually. I'll tell you all about it.

"The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion or ethnic background, is that we all believe we are above-average drivers." Dave Barry

Love, elly

Shit

I must be thinking too many shitty thoughts. I've been working at making them more positive, but obviously still have some wiping up to do in that department

I got up yesterday, had my usual steel cut oats and some peaches, and my usual morning constitutional about 5 min later. When I had my things together, ready to go to the gym, I was back in the bathroom for something and realized it smelled like shit. The toilet had flushed fine, but it clearly smelled like shit. I opened the shower and, sure enough, shit! I spent the next hour or so flushing, plunging, vacuuming, repeating. Then I did the same in the toilet. When I flushed, the water came up the shower. When I dumped water in the kitchen sink, it came up the shower. When I plunged the shower or the toilet, nothing happened. I never did get to the gym and was late for work, but it was running ok again and I showered before I left, thank god!

I've had a headache most of the day and around noon today threw my back out. It's been pinching a nerve on and off ever since. I've taken some drugs and will be fine by morning.

I love the natural light coming into the kitchen through my new door! I love my job. I love and appreciate my family and friends! I'm so fortunate that I can call someone to look in my sewers. I'm grateful that I no longer need to use an outhouse or worse! I enjoyed riding my bike home in the rain, because it was pretty light. I'm blessed to have a pool and a hot tub available at the gym to get into in the morning. I refuse to accept any more shitty situations. I welcome clear easy waste removal!

Drugs are kicking in...talk soon!

"Crap has always happened, crap is happening, and crap will continue to happen." Chuck Palahniuk

Love, elly

headache

OK, nasty headache aside, I had a wonderful day at work. I've been assigned to accompany students to the Ignatius farm once a week for the Julian project, where they garden, cook and eat. It's wonderful, organic fresh and we're outside most of the time. Today we made fresh salsa, steamed beets and vegan soup.

I had some one on one time with Sam after work, which was also wonderful. The best could still possibly be that I have a door with a window in the kitchen...awesome!!

I'm going to nurse my headache again.

Love, elly

gifts

Happy birthday to my sweet, funny, gorgeous, and thoughtful niece! She is a special gift to all who know her.

It's her birthday, not mine, but I got a gift too. Last time I talked to Pete, he asked what he could do to help me and I said, come and see me when I'm home so we can talk. Today he decided he'd come and try to fit the door I bought at the restore for $40. I didn't even want to pay $800 for one with a window at home depot, before I realized that it's a little smaller than normal so it would be closer to $1600. He didn't think this one was gonna work, but he was giving it a shot. I think he got scared cause I was gonna be home, so he brought Roo, so I could visit with her and not bug him. Also, then he wouldn't have to talk to me!

He did an absolutely beautiful job, not at all what I had planned! It was cedar under the paint and it smells fantastic too! I had a blast with Roo, and we talked and laughed the afternoon away. Then we went to Costco, where she suggested several different protein bars and convinced me to try these awesome pretzels. She counts out her serving. I will be taking the rest of the bag to school tomorrow, because I don't have the will power she does!

So I got a beautiful new door with a window, which smells heavenly, and a fun visit with a woman I love and admire, whose company I don't get very often. I also finished the carpet runner, put the last 2 transition strips on and finished the edges of a leftover piece to put at the back door. All beautiful gifts, and not even my birthday!

Love, elly

good intentions

I intended to get lots of things done today, like the last 2 coats of varethane in the bathroom, the carpet runner on the stairs, clean, patch the closet upstairs etc, etc.

Fortunately, I realized pretty quickly that I was tired, so I did a little work, had a nap, read and watched a movie. I also made a nice chicken stew in my new cooker, with kale, carrots, onions and sweet potatoes. Yummy!

Maybe tomorrow I'll be more productive. If not, oh well!

Also I may have to go to st Thomas to buy a new bike as they don't go on sale here!

"No one would remember the Good Samaritan if he'd only had good intentions; he had money as well." Margaret Thatcher

Love, elly

not sure this will be very entertaining...

...but Pete insisted so I will condense our adventure as much as possible.
It started when I got told to "move over, lardass" on my way home on my bike, to which I responded with a one finger salute.
I picked up the boys to go to ball hockey and realized there were no shoes with their gear.
I stopped by their house to get shoes and spent 5 minutes trying to figure out how to lock the coded door...apparently you just turn the latch just like the old ones!
When we arrived, I got told the washroom I took the boys into was just for staff, good thing they already peed!
We found both team meeting spots, got supper, and got told Sam's team was playing in 10 min...I pictured burgers barfed all over the rink by 3 and 4 year olds!
We got Sam's jersey, got him wrestled into his gear, went upstairs to play, forgot his water bottle, Sam had to pee again in the middle of the game, found other washrooms, got him back to the game.
At some point I realized that Daniel was to start before Sam finished, turned around to see his team coming up, they had a new kid start and had given him Daniel's jersey.
I rushed Daniel back down to get his gear on, couldn't get the cage off the helmet to get the helmet on, forgot his water bottle.
Got Daniel back up to his team to discover Sam was gone.
Found where he was with his team, got told coaches would bring them all back down.
Went back to tell Daniel I would meet him downstairs, went down to find Sam's team already down and Sam crying because I wasn't there.
Got Sam settled down and remembered Daniel's water bottle, which was empty!
Sam refused to come upstairs with me because they had the Lego movie on for the kids.
I left him there with the others, found a place to fill the water bottle, took it up to Daniel and couldn't figure out how to get the water to come out! It took the coach and I another few minutes to figure that out.
I went back down to Sam, bought a box of girl guide cookies from one of the other kids there, gave one to Sam, which he spit into into my hand after he chewed it; apparently he doesn't like mint!
I heard Daniel's team come down and went to meet him, but he wasn't with the team. When I asked the coach she said he was just right here, but he wasn't any more. We both went looking and discovered he had heard the Lego movie and went in one door as I came out the other!
When we finally got everything and everyone rounded up and headed home, I realized that there were no pj's packed in their bag, so instead of bringing them back to my house we headed home.
We all got soaked giving them a shower, Sam's pj's were wet but we found others, we read a very strange story about how babies are made that refers to eggs and sperm dancing to the stories of their owners, got told I was reading the story in the wrong bed and finally got them settled.
I didn't have a book or my tablet, so I tried to watch TV; apparently I need some kind of technology degree to watch TV over there, which I don't have. I finally just gave up and just paced till Kelly got home!
At some point over the course of the evening, I polished off the rest of the girl guide cookies!
Then I rehashed it all with her and we had a good laugh, I came home and heated up some milk and went to bed!
Today was a very quiet day in comparison, although I felt quite hung over from the chocolate and sugar high!!
Life is good!
Love, elly

comedy of errors

I survived, but just barely! It wasn't funny at the time but telling Kelly about it when she got home was pretty funny...maybe I'll tell you tomorrow. For tonight, I'm going to bed!

Love, elly

yup, I feel better!

For today, I'm very happy with that. I had a good day, felt good, ate well, visited with Paula for supper and am home in bed by 8pm. Oh, and I weighed myself today to know where I'm starting from...192 lbs. Its a good thing I got mad when I did!!

Love, elly

PS Pete, I always admitted when I did anything wrong!!