Monday, December 19, 2016

Progress

I'm not keeping really close track, but I know that over the past 3 weeks, I've lost 9 pounds. That still leaves my weight a pound above what it was when I started the program, but I'm feeling really good about it. First of all, it's going down and that is the only way I'll get where I want to go. Secondly, I didn't gain back the other weight that I had lost while waiting to start the program and that's what I choose to focus on.

I also figured something else out, and I think it's important. For several years now, I've noticed that if I was watching kids at their own homes, that I was much more likely to go looking for some junk to snack on after they were in bed than I would if I was watching them here. I know that they don't mind what I snack on, but I think that figuring out that it reminds me of going to look in the cupboard to see what kind of candy he left me will help me to stop doing it. When I stayed with Tim and Jen's kids on the weekend, I brought apples, carrots and hummus with me, and shared them with the kids. Of course, we had popcorn too, but only while the kids and I were watching the movie.

That's all of my exciting discoveries for today.
Love, elly


2 comments:

  1. How hard it must be to still be triggered by the candy nearly 50 years later, and how brave of you to publicly talk about it now. I'm so very, very proud of you Elly!! Your courage is an inspiration to me, and I bet anything that you are well on the way to conquering the demons......long before the fat lady croaks.
    With immeasurable love!
    Peter

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    1. I couldn't agree more Elly. What courage, bravery, and tenacity!

      Love
      Roo

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