Poor planning

I've known for a long time that if I don't mark it in the calendar it doesn't exist. I was reminded of that today in the most disappointing way. Having made arrangements to go to Rachel's birthday "paint" party without first checking what was on the calendar, big mistake. It's not that I didn't need or enjoy the massage, it's just that I was so disappointed to miss seeing everyone there. Happy birthday Rachel!

At least I got to play with some of the kids this morning, so that was the highlight of today. That and the fact that I'm still eating reasonably.

I admit to continuing to struggle with patience. I'd like to be better now. However, I do realize that there won't ever be a totally "better", and I can also usually remind myself that it's what I do while getting better that sets the tone of my " better ".

Love, elly