worries

Nothing about food tonight, except that even though I feel a little under with some worries, I have not considered medicating with food, or anything else for that matter.

I'm feeling more pressure to get some financial things sorted out.  As a way to prevent that from getting bigger than it is, I am committing to having some assessment of the situation done by the weekend.  I'm worried about where I will live, but only as an extension of this, so will set it aside for now.

I have a much bigger worry, and I think a lot of you will be able to relate, at least those of you who are parents.  No matter how old they are, when they hurt or are sick, they are still your babies and it is very heard to see them suffer and know there is nothing that you can do to help.  I can't mitigate it, so I'm carrying it in my heart, hoping desperately that the energy I'm sending out will somehow find it's way to a healthful solution.  It has been such a long hard struggle and I understand the temptation to just give up.  Please help me not to worry and send positive thoughts and energy to join mine.

Thanks, elly

"Our fatigue is often caused not by work, but by worry, frustration and resentment."

Dale Carnegie