It really is the shitty awful days that everyone has from time to time that allow you to fully appreciate the wonderful days like I enjoyed yesterday. It was such an awful morning at school that I actually left, and that was after crying in the principal's office for a half hour first. Nothing serious, it just blind sided me as I thought that lies that a staff member who was removed from the school was spreading with the students had run their course. I'm still trying my best to take the high road, but admittedly only because I don't think I'll meet her there.
I stopped at the board office and headed up to Fergus and ran smack dab into someone at the office who is seriously pissed at me, but I have no idea why. I sent her an email apologizing and letting her know that if she wanted to let me know what it was I would do my best not to do it again.
Then I called the social worker at the clinic to get some support, which was great. After I talked to her, I left there too!
I came home, shoveled the drive, shoveled the back for the dogs, had a chat with Roo, (thanks!), had supper, and went back to the gym for group active...all good and helpful. I'm hoping to make a few calls and pack it in early. I'm not stupid, I know when to call "uncle!".
I weighed in at the Y this morning at 192 lbs, for a loss of 4 lbs, a total loss of 108 and 2 more to my next goal.
That is absolutely ALL I have for tonight, and I hope that my tech problems won't prevent my post.
Love, elly
I enjoyed talking to you Elly! I learn how important it is to be honest, forgiving, patient, and to turn for help before it has a domino effect.
ReplyDeleteNot that it matters but I'm curious if yiou are waiting for your body to plateau to make that your decision for your lifestyle goal weight for easy maintenance or challenging it even further?
Love Joyful Old Roo