...and that means that I probably should. But right now, I not gonna. I have committed to myself that I will call the Board's EAP and set up a few sessions. I think the stuff around my marriage ending is catching up with me, and it's best for me to talk with someone before I can't. So tomorrow I will call.
I went to Costco tonight and got home around upper time, and just wanted to munch through everything. Not the best supper I've ever had, but managed to keep it to 300 calories and included some protein and fresh fruit. One more shake tomorrow and that's it! Then I will also need to plan lunch! It's a good thing there is clinic tomorrow too!
I haven't wanted to blog at all the last few nights either and I think it's all part of the same issue. I promise that I will write something every day even if it's just to say I still don't want to talk about it! It's kinda funny, because in spite of all that, I still feel quite strong in my commitment to myself and to do this, long term. For today, I'll hold onto that.
Thanks for the listen, elly
"The first duty of love is to listen." Paul Tillich
The truth will set you free. Thanks for the recent assistance.... Cant wait to see what you choose next !
ReplyDeleteI think committing to post something every day is a good idea, even it's brief.. I know that I like just getting a "Hi" from you, and I'm pretty sure many others do as well.
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Peter