Saturday, September 14, 2013

still adjusting

A good day overall yesterday. I am still adjusting to getting up at 5 am every day and having a full day, non stop, at work. I was very tired and went to bed early again. I did wake feeling pretty refreshed this morning, and went to the market.

Yesterday afternoon I had a follow up appointment at the bariatric clinic, which I have mixed feelings about. They weighed me and I was 262.4 lbs, which I am fine with, as it is later in the day than I usually weigh in and a different scale. However, what stressed me a little bit is that they asked what time I would prefer, Wed afternoons or Thursday mornings. I told them Thurs afternoon, but if I had to I could do the morning. When I asked when they would know, as I would need time to make arrangements for work if I was doing the mornings, she said they couldn't tell me as they don't even know yet who will be in the classes.  It was a little disappointing, as I have been looking forward to it, but I do know that I will continue on regardless.

I am getting into the garden today and I am looking forward to that.

Mmmmmm, honey crisp apples are ready!  elly

"We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope."  Martin Luther King Jr

2 comments:

  1. I envy you the apples. They don't work for me amy more so have a couple extra on my behalf.
    And i think a little more waiting may be a blessing in disguise as you continue to gain confidence that you will do it, with or without them.

    Love
    Peter

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  2. Disappointing is understandable! The fact you know this is something you need to do for you no matter what is the important thing. So happy you think you are worth it no matter what.

    Be NOT AFraid

    Love Joyful Old Roo

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