lots of emotions

Today held lots of conflicting emotions for me.

I got a call from the bariatric clinic to start in the morning group :-) I would have preferred afternoons as I can make up the time easier :-( When I reminded her that I would need to make arrangements for work, she said she didn't want me to need to do that and she would call me back if she could get me into the afternoon :-) She called back! I texted the person who first told me of the program and found that she had not gotten a call :-( They don't seem to be offering an evening program yet, as hoped. :-( On my way to the office I realized that the first session is the day of our arbitration :-( We have waited for 2 years for this date :-( I decided that I will call them back tomorrow to ask if they will allow me to go to the first session with the other group. I am thinking positive.

My 2 besties have made this happen for me and I am so grateful. I feel badly that there is no evening session confirmed yet, but am going to think positive about that too. If you have any extra energy to send to that purpose, I believe that we can make it happen!

I weighed in at the Y this morning at 251 lbs for a total of 43 lbs. 7 more to my next goal.

In gratitude, elly

"Your intellect may be confused but your emotions will never lie to you."  Roger Ebert