Disappointed

...to say the least. I'm starting to think that the calm and relaxed I felt after stopping the Paxil was euphoria from stopping and nothing more(it was horrible!). I still occasionally have a slight lag when I move my eyes suddenly, but I think the Effexor has worked it's way out of my body during the last 6 weeks. I think I'm suffering now from not having it; I'm pretty sure I'm clinically depressed.

The good thing is that I know some things to do and I'm doing what I can. I would still like to try a while longer and possibly some herbal and/or natural products before I resort back to the chemicals. I know it would help if I was eating better, but that seems quite elusive right now.

I feel like I needed the second day of nice weather to be in the garden, but I am still grateful for Saturday.

Thanks for brothers. Thanks for opportunities for learning. Thanks for love. Sorry Gail, but the water buffalo don't move me!

Love, elly