wonderful, full of wonder!

It was a wonderful weekend! I thoroughly enjoyed my time with the boys, especially when they would put both of their hands on my cheeks to tell me something, or kiss me. I especially enjoyed our time in the pool with Jen and Penelope, who just loves the water and kicks those little legs like mad. Daniel is fast becoming the water baby that Paula was as a kid and I just love watching and playing. Sam isn't far behind!

I admit I also enjoyed the warm cinnamon bun that my friend, Peter, donated after baking because it was "too small" to sell! Most of my weekend was good, food wise, except for that and Mary's fresh bread on Saturday. I'm ok with it!

Note to Pete; I'm quite frank with people at clinic regarding my struggles, and try to stay positive as usual. I'm still more hopeful than I've ever been in my life and I think that's what my message continues to portray. I do not leave them under any illusion that its easy. They keep asking me back, so I assume it's useful to someone and certainly helps me.

I had a couple come to see the house today and was quite anxious afterwards. I'm not sure how well I did but it was my first time. I think I'll get faster on my feet as I get experience. I think my anxiety was about not wanting them but not being sure why. Once I figured that out, I felt much better. I will follow up, but suspect I will pass, even though I would like it rented. I ate some prunes while sorting it out and I don't think there was much harm done.

Tante Ida died yesterday and I'm going to celebrate her life by enjoying the wonder of all the siblings I will see because of her.

Love, elly

"I had a really wonderful upbringing. We were a tight family. It was wonderful to grow up with so many siblings. We were all just a year or two apart, and we were always so supportive of each other. I learned everything from my older brother and sister and taught it to my younger sisters." Joaquin Phoenix