optimistic

Yesterday wasn't great, food wise, and today was worse, but I still feel quite hopeful. I have an idea brewing that is going to sort itself over the next few days; I'll keep you posted.

I weighed in at the Y this morning to a broken scale, and believe it or not, my first thought was, shit, I was ready to face it! My second, of course, was that I've been saved from facing it! My third was, there's another scale around here somewhere...which gave me a 4 lb range; not very accurate! When I got to school, I got on the old balance scale at 198 lbs, for a maintained loss of 96 lbs, and 8 more to my new goal.

For whatever inexplicable reason, I feel good and I'm doing my best to hang onto that. Wish me luck!

Love, elly