wondering...

I won't spend much time talking about it, but I'm wondering if watching good food can make you gain weight. Paula made a wonderful supper tonight, which Bernie and she enjoyed immensely. It seemed last week when I watched everyone eat at D's birthday supper, it seemed like I had gained weight. Just for fun, I'm gonna check my weight in the morning to see... Speaking of weight, I forgot to report that I weighed in at 231 pounds on Mon, for a total of 63 pounds. I'm having some regrets about setting a bigger goal and will set an interim goal of another 25. In that light, I have 12 more to my next goal. The biggest challenge definitely will be not to look too far ahead and focus on achievements to date. So, yeah me! I met with the trainer this morning and I'm excited about the new stuff we set up. Tomorrow will be my first run-through of the whole thing and I will update. I suspect that the first while will be a challenge, but I know I have already noticed a change in my core, so that's exciting. Clinic tomorrow and I look forward to the next food lessons. Love, elly "The worst thing one can do is not to try, to be aware of what one wants and not give in to it, to spend years in silent hurt wondering if something could have materialized, never knowing." Jim Rohn I want to dedicate this one to Pete... "Crazy people don't sit around wondering if they're nuts." Jake Gyllenhaal