clarity

Some things continue to get more and more clear. It is fairly obvious to me that the only fast food I miss is Pita Pit. After watching the portobello pizzas being made at M and Bs, I would love the mushroom, pesto, peppers, cheese and BACON!! I really miss the hummus I make and will make some for big B this week. I miss fruit, grapes, watermelon, apples, oranges, berries and PINEAPPLE!. I miss nuts and avocado and shakes with spinach...and CHEESE, I really miss CHEESE! I had a wonderful day with the girls, we went to market, did their hair and went to the bazaar at St Joes, where I bought them both a hat and hand knit barbie bride dresses for $5 each! Awesome! The boys came as well and then we hung out for a bit together. (We saw Santa!) Then I went out and took a Subaru Forester for a test drive. I like it, really good visibility, power, nice size. I would really like something a little smaller, but don't know if I will find it with the visibility I want. I am not doing as well at home with interrupting my inertia, but at school am doing fairly well, using a physio ball whenever one is available. The kids like them too! When I get home, I really need to work more at it, cause I'm tired. Hopefully it will continue to get less so as I continue to lose. I miss Mary! I had a lovely hot tub with Cory and her babes and left when those darn pizzas were almost done. "One advantage in keeping a diary is that you become aware with reassuring clarity of the changes which you constantly suffer." Franz Kafka "For me the greatest beauty always lies in the greatest clarity." Gotthold Ephraim Lessing