better

I slept better, I feel better and I'm hoping for another good night tonight. B and I have talked some and I am reassured that we will be respectful to each other as we sort through this process. It is my genuine hope that we will remain friends and that would make me very happy. As for my appetite and hunger today, it felt much more "normal" to me. I wasn't really hungry, but I also did not have the ten pound stone feeling in my stomach. It's down to about two now, which is a huge improvement. I still didn't have any broth or veggies, but I had all of my shakes with no trouble, and lots of water too. For now, I'll take that. I even think that I might maintain that for the next few days, rather than push it by adding stuff back too soon. I am extremely grateful and appreciative of all of the people in my life who love me, warts and all. The people who support me, encourage me, listen to me, agree and disagree with me, and who make me a better person by knowing them. I am so blessed by family and friends, angels all. Love elly "Prayer is not asking. It is a longing of the soul. It is daily admission of one's weakness. It is better in prayer to have a heart without words than words without a heart." Mahatma Gandhi