Sometimes even when I know that I didn't do much to help, just being around people I love is wonderful. Sometimes following a little girl around all day to make sure she's safe and having fun is the best medicine. Sometimes it's OK to just be. Today was a day like that and I'm grateful.
On Thursday I started a different antidepressant than I've taken in the past. I have some nausea but it's tolerable and the pharmacist said that the first few weeks would be the worst. I started on half the regular starting dose, as I'd like to take the lowest working dose, and have the least side effects. It seems like even making this decision has helped me feel better.
I've also decided that I don't give a shit when they finish their investigation. She is being respectful and distant, which is fine with me. I refuse to allow the board to harass me even further than she already has. Fuck em all!
Love, elly
When you follow your conscience, when you do what you believe is the right thing to do, the moral thing, you’re going to get criticized by others. You’re going to get called names, have people saying nasty things behind your back. But you got to stick to your principles and tough it out. You got to say to yourself, Fuck em. All but six.
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Love Roo