I ate somewhat better today. I did get to the gym, but had very little energy. I managed a short walk at lunch and took the dogs out after work. I still don't have much energy.
The board wants me to file an official complaint and then they'll decide if they will investigate. Great.
Today a coworker told me that her highness told her that she had been insensitive to someone and she should get better at that. The coworker asked if it was me she was referring to. Biatch is talking about me, even if she didn't mention my name. Nice action for a social worker eh?? I'm pretty fuckin' discouraged.
I'm actually hoping that my mood is directly related, cause otherwise I'm gonna get nervous!
Stay golden, ponyboy!
Love, elly
Elly this is not like you!! I have never known you to let the attitude of one unhappy person have such an impact on your sense of well being.. You need to feel sorry for her, not angry at her. I always thought it was one of your greatest strengths, the way you could reply to antagonism with compassion. I have long admired that capacity in you, and I know you still have it. You only need to release it again. Easy to say I know, but my heart wishes you to be at peace.
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