As usual, when I'm most angry, it's at myself. I just get so frustrated with myself when I get through a difficult day with lots of treats around, homemade goodies, chocolate and grilled cheese and then totally lose it after supper. The day was done, but I managed to fit in a pigout of monumental proportions. I just don't get it. I'm tired of fighting, winning a few and then losing it again. I'm frustrated.
I feel bad for the rant and I know it doesn't help, but I guess I'm feeling sorry for myself tonight. I'm going to take small comfort from the fact that my addiction only ruins my own life and send a prayer out to the universe for all those facing the more destructive ones.
Tomorrow I'll start again, again.
Love, elly
Your just on a rough patch of road that requires more work. If you keep fighting it will eventually smooth out again. Hang in there and keep believing.
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I too love you just the way you are chick, and as long as you regroup and try once more than you fail, you will win!
ReplyDeleteLove holij
Love you too! Back at it.
ReplyDeleteLove, gail
I don't mind at all when you rant about frustration and anger at yourself. I think it's a good thing actually. You are just holding yourself accountable in a public manner. I understand your feelings.
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Peter