Sunday, September 27, 2015

Whoa!

The last few days kind of got away from me, but I'm trying to get a grip. Friday evening I had supper with my sisters and ate a ridiculous amount of delicious food that Betty prepared. It was a short visit before Stella returns to the east coast. I fell asleep before posting. Saturday I actually totally forgot about it; an indication that I'm a little disconnected. Today I had my MRI on my cervical spine, which won't show anything except that I'm old!

Part of the reason I've been feeling off is that I have my 2 year check up this week. I don't feel any pressure to be in a better place personally, but I admit some concern about whether or not the data will rank me as a failure, evidence that the program doesn't work...that would really upset me because I believe it does work. If I can survive the winter from hell and still be fairly healthy, I'm hoping it will be good enough. I would hate to see it cancelled! I opt for thinking positive.

Love, elly

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