Back from the brink!

Yesterday I had a meeting at the district office, which holds some awful memories for me. The meeting was fine and went well, but I was anxious all day, concerned that I would run into someone I didn't want to see. When I got home from the meeting, I should have blogged and gone to bed, but I ate instead. Then I had a terrible night, mostly because I ate.

I thought I turned it around, went to the pool and went to work, but by noon, I was in the kitchen, eating, tired and discouraged. It took me an hour to figure out that I needed sleep, to get resettled, so I left work, came home and went to bed.

Several hours later, I feel like I'm my normal (weird) self again. I really wish I didn't need to keep figuring this stuff out all over again and again. On the other hand, I'm grateful that I figure it out over and over, because it means I'm not giving up.

We had a staff social tonight; I didn't go. Good decision. I've had a simple light supper and am gonna take the dogs for a walk before I go to bed. I guess I'm gonna make another appointment with the eye doctor too, as she said it should be better by Wednesday or to come back...

You can see the inside lower lid isn't making contact with the eye.

Seen from this angle, you will notice the upper lid almost hangs over the lashes completely!

I'm stuck in the middle of the page here, so signing off...Love, elly