Part of me even recognized it, but it still slammed me in the face when the full awareness dawned. Three nights running with very little sleep had me eating everything in sight! Oh, where did all that enthusiasm and optimism go???
This morning, after another sleepless night, I woke with a terrible headache and just felt off. I booked a supply for work and decided to rest. It wasn't in the cards. After my relatively east transition off the meds, the withdraw finally hit too. Perhaps I should have tapered a bit, but I'm going to try and stick it out. It's the most disconcerting feeling that my brain is lagging a full second behind my head whenever I move. It feels slightly better this evening and I've taken something to help me sleep. I have negotiations tomorrow afternoon so I need to get some shuteye. I did manage the food front better today though!
Love, elly
Ignorance and confidence! Works for John!
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Peter