I hate to admit it, because he has some trouble with his attitude already! Seriously, I counted my drugs and indeed missed a day. I was also discouraged to discover that I've only been taking them for 2 weeks. I thought I was almost finished my month. I might also be starting to feel marginally better, if I could only get up in the morning! Paula texted me to meet her in the pool the last 2 mornings, or I wouldn't have gotten there at all.
I saw a specialist today who is doing some neck xrays and mri. She has also given me a prescription for an anti-inflammatory, and setting up an appointment with an arthritis physio therapist.
I did slightly better with what I ate again today, which is not where I want to be, but at this point, I'll take anything that's an improvement over what I've been doing. I keep convincing myself that I'm not a total failure...over and over again.
One day at a time, one bite at a time!
Love, elly
That's funny! My freaking blog post today, which I just posted and so you couldn't have seen it, is about my attitude! And you're right, my attitude sucks! The only person with a worse one is you! If once and for all you convinced yourself that you're not a failure you wouldn't have to keep repeating it. At least I have the good sense to blame the rest of the world for my problems. You insist on blaming yourself! It's just time to stop that Elly. Even your children have the good sense to know that. Amazing how they listened to you over the years eh?
ReplyDeleteHoly shit! Did I just sound like John? But with an "attitude"? :)
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Peter
I agree with Pete on all aspects! Now that doesn't happen often!
ReplyDeleteLOve you Elly!