Sam and Daniel were here today and after they left, I felt like I was occupying the space that makes up me, but not much more. I know I'm sorting through some things that I'd rather not and so am avoiding somewhat. I managed to stop eating fruit snacks and start my blog before I did too much damage. The sorting out my mind will happen as it happens...in its own time.
My long time friend called and we had a visit that allowed some laughter about distressing things, which as usual, takes the power to demoralize out of them. Thank you Lee, for being a friend, especially today!
I continue purging stuff and deciding what goes where. It's a good exercise! Speaking of exercise, I'll be very grateful to be back in the pool in the morning.
That's all for tonight, but I commit to continue to occupy the space inside me, tough as that feels sometimes.
Love, elly
"What is a fear of living? It's being preeminently afraid of dying. It is not doing what you came here to do, out of timidity and spinelessness. The antidote is to take full responsibility for yourself - for the time you take up and the space you occupy. If you don't know what you're here to do, then just do some good." Maya Angelou
I don't understand why you would want to occupy more space than what you're made of? And at the risk of being blunt, I also don't understand why you have fruit snacks in your house?
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