chaos plus

Chaos plus more chaos! I'm doing ok in spite of everything. I got up this morning and went to the pool, which was a very good idea, I've missed it.

At some point yesterday after I got home I realized that I didn't know exactly where a bank draft was, and I know it was careless and irresponsible of me, but with moving down before things were ready and the surprise summer tenant, so many things got moved quickly. It's a substantial draft and I eventually did find it this morning after 3 hours of intense searching, and some assistance from St Anthony. It was in the folder I thought it was in, in a spot I had looked several times. This also is an indicator of the level of anxiety I'm experiencing, but still in the big picture, I'm doing fine.

Today I bought a shower, shower head, waterproof light, microwave, kitchen cabinets, sink, taps...fuck kitchens are expensive! Anyway, got the shower home and it had no bottom. They forgot to give us the extra box. I was ready to return the whole damn thing. It's bad enough they charge what they do just because it's 2 inches smaller than most, and charge extra for the door. I was NOT going to pay extra for the base as well!

Terry and Jeff were here today doing some preliminaries, tomorrow comes the jackhammer. So it will get worse still but it all means it's gonna get better before long. Thanks guys!

It's also challenging to eat well when you have a fridge but nothing else. Right now I'm eating a lot of snap peas!

Love, elly

"In the midst of movement and chaos, keep stillness inside of you." Deepak Chopra