Saturday, January 14, 2017

It's a bust!

Yup, a bust. A bust without a decent bra. Although I did manage to pick up two that aren't horrendous at Wal-Mart, they really don't fit properly because they don't carry bras to fit me there. Apparently the gods decreed that Kelly would be tied up with the fire dept all morning at one of the properties she manages. That combined with the fact that Betty told me they haven't replaced their stock at Change yet had us delay the bra shopping till another day.

I'm continuing to struggle with my self perception. I'm struggling to get back on the wagon and so every time I put something else on that no longer fits, I feel discouraged and upset. However, I realize that it's not very productive and can usually talk myself out of it. Every day I get up to try again. Just keep trying. Just keep swimming. Just keep being as alive as possible in the moment.

I had a wonderful dinner tonight with my daughters. We went to the Aberfoyle Mill, compliments of one of Kelly's contractors. I'm thrilled they like her so much! Tomorrow swimming with some of the kids.

I'm still here!
Love, elly
Posted by at

2 comments:

  1. ROOJanuary 15, 2017 at 4:16 PM

    This comment has been removed by the author.

    ReplyDelete
  2. ROOJanuary 15, 2017 at 7:04 PM


    That sucks! I say duck tape them until you can get a decent bra!. It's funny is all relative, but I believe every woman struggles with their self-perception of themselves myself included. You are so right! It's not productive! Glad to hear you can talk yourself out of it at times. Still hard to do at times.
    Just keep doing what you do, trying, swimming and alive as possible in the moment.
    Thanks for being real!

    Love you just the way you are!

    ReplyDelete

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)