Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Lost it!

It was a perfectly marvelous day, spent with Aubrey actually really wanting to stay here instead of asking to go home every few hours. It was too hot, but still wonderful. Jen then made a terrific healthy supper for us and we all went to the park for a while.

What I can't explain, and need to if I don't want to keep repeating it, is why I felt the need to pig out at 9:30. Mind you, I didn't eat any of the kids treats, no cereal or nutella, but I still ate till 10! I know sometimes when I eat at that time, I'm tired, but I don't think it was that tonight.

I know I still have a little emotional hangover from the guys Ironman, and still get choked up thinking about their successes and disappointments. I'm hoping someone will post any pics that might be around. I have so much respect and admiration for all of them! I'm not sure if this contributed or not, just that it's another reason that I sometimes lose control at this time of day; feeling overly emotional!

It's over for now, and I'm grateful for that. I'll keep trying to pay attention to why it seems like it will help any of those situations, cause it never does solve anything!

Kudos to 3 Ironmen; Pete, Brett, and John, and to their Ironfans who represented the rest of us who were cheering them on the whole way.

Love, elly

2 comments:

  1. Wish I could help. I can commiserate, but I know that doesn't help. Hang in there.

    Love, gail

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  2. You'll have to paint a picture in your mind from my perspective. And please get yourself together. I was planning on coming home to cry on your shoulder. I am gonna need particular help with my eating over the next couple of months, so get your teaching hat on.
    Love
    Peter

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