I'm back home

 I'm not actually sure what home I mean, but I feel like I'm back there. I'm not sure that my house is my home, but I'm certain that my family is and yesterday went a long way to restoring my depleted "home" levels. I hope to restore even more before the end of the weekend.

I had moments of successful eating while away, but mostly I ate ice cream 2 or 3 times a day, and one day I had fish, chips and a beer! It was delicious!

The sunshine in Florida definitely helped my mood, even though there were still times that I struggled with it. I think I need to change medication for sure. It was hard to wake up in the dark when I got back, but have gotten outside every day for a walk and whatever sun is available.

I'm pretty sure that my weight has crept up over 200 lbs, and I've been on the verge of packing it all in, but every day I manage to have a healthy breakfast and try again. While I'm managing to still do anything in the right direction, I'm going to keep on keeping on.



Love, elly