perception

I have been very aware of my self image in the last week or so, since I had my worst crash. It has been quite negative, and I'm not sure why. It's not even when I look in a mirror, but when I look down at myself. As I recover from the crash, it seems to be improving again too, but the whole perception of my body just feels weird. Oh well, I guess now it matches my personality!

I was at the Dr yesterday (the one covering for my dead one) and she told me that it's very normal to still be this tired. In spite of the fact that there is little outwardly to show for it, it is still major surgery and it takes at least 6 weeks to heal. It's not quite 3, so I have a little more time to do...

I wrapped and delivered cookies to the surgeons office today, as I've been too tired after supper to get to Mary's to have her deliver them. What a comedy of errors. The box I packed them in had a scuff on the top, so I taped the card over it. When I got there the office was locked up tighter than tight. As I went downstairs to leave, I dropped the box on the ceramic tile floor. The corner is mashed in, the one corner of the lid is ripped and the cookies are probably smashed. Good grief!!

I had a nice bbq supper delivered by Kelly and the boys and we played until I just had to go to bed!

Love, elly

"The 'self-image' is the key to human personality and human behavior. Change the self image and you change the personality and the behavior." Maxwell Maltz